Monday, 26. May 2008 17:51
So I was just recently (as in last night) Confirmed into the Anglican/Episcopal Community. This has of course turned my thoughts to confirmation itself and why do we do it? So these are some thoughts I formed this morning in a email to a friend. Any thoughts on the matter?
It all started with a simple enough question. “Do you feel like you have a new identity?”
So it doesn’t feel as if I have a new identity per se, but I can definitely feel the weight of importance of the decision. It feels like you have a new set of responsibilities. You officially renounce evil and vow to follow Christ and repent of evil every day you sin. It’s not that I didn’t have the responsibilities before, but now I am fully accepting those responsibilities. It feels like this, when you are saved/accept Christ as Lord, you are doing this out of faith, love, and fear of one who is Mighty. At this point you may not even really be thinking about the consequences. You just know that God is God; you are who you are, an unworthy creation loved by the creator, and you can do nothing but call him Lord. Then the next step, you get baptized and you do this because you love your Lord and he has commanded you to follow in the steps of baptism. You are His, and now you must take on the sign of his covenant and his Lordship. The next step after this is conformation, and in some ways this is the weightier of the steps. This one should be taken on with full awareness. This is the point were you say, I have realized the consequences of my decisions and I am prepared to make known my resolve to follow through, not in my own strength but in the Holy Spirits. I confirm that God is my Lord, his will is my command, and I am a member of his covenant community. You again say, “I do renounce evil. When I fail I will repent and seek his strength. When I am lost He shall guide me.”
That’s about the best way I can describe the difference I feel after being confirmed. I don’t know yet if I am correct in my observations, but that’s kinda how it feels looking back on my experiences and trying to reconcile them with what I know of the Scriptures.